I get in big trouble for little mistakes.
The people monitoring me in private keep giving me more problems if I post here.
Even the police I knew as a kid would be on people's case to revolve around any little accidental mistake of mine indefinitely. People try to teach me to deal with people being mean to me in ways no one might catch usually, rather than being nice to me much, some/many of them. If I talk about it, I get threatened to be thrown out the house or car that instant, more or less.